she'z wonderful i think.........her wordz seems like she'z a sweet gur............da way she writez for u tells me tat she luvs u..........n from those letterz i know u tell her sumthin sweet, too!
so why would i bother u two anyway.............seems like i'm an odd bird here...
i feel bad for her.......cuz sumhow she doesnt know da truth.....she knowz da gud part n u hide da bad one.......obviously she's just like me......bein cheated........ridiculous!!
n then i feel bad for myself too........why do after all these shiet i still have tat fukin stupid feeling for u? why is my heart hurt but my love is still there...grows even faster than da plants do after a long harsh winter?.......i wanna throw them all away n start over again........but i can't.........everytime i try 2 do tat, my heart hurts n feels like it's breakin into pieces......... i'm soo jealous wit them....all da gur tat received da same love from u.......sumtime i feel like i'm even worse than them n da love u gave me sumhow way less than those which u gave them...
i wanna trust u .... i wanna let my self believe in every word u say...... but ...... i've been disappointed so many times.................i still want 2...........believe in u.......believe in our luv....... is it another silly thing tat i shouldn't do??
hahhaha......at da same time.....u fukin playin wit me n callin, emailin another gur? wat da fuk is tat? yes i love u n mayb my love makes me a dumb n weak.....but dont playin around like tat..............i'm gettin tired for real n i know i'm not strong enough to hold it on like this foreva...
i gave u a chance 2 get a chance for me.........................n hoping tat u won't lie to me anymore anyhow.....please let me gain my trust on u again.............  | 
........n for all da memories we have
